The other woman

He had a girl but then said he didn’t I just don’t understand if you love someone why would you cheat on them? If your not happy why don’t you just leave? I will never understand men! I asked him if he had a girl and he said No!

He makes loves to me like we are together but then,when he leaves my house that’s it. no text,no call it’s like we never even met but he always creeping up on me,checking my Instagram story everytime I post something, I know cuz his name pops up sometimes he may like a few of my pics. He doing that just to keep me in limbo,just because he says “I like you but I need to sort this shit out” what do you mean? you need to sort this shit out? How you going to come and give me the best sex I have ever had only to find out he has a girl!! The disrespect.

One thing is for sure I could never break up a relationship that’s why I have decided to back off.Can’t get him out my head I asked him “why did you lie to me about having a girlfriend”? Only for him to come up with some stupid excuse about they always arguing and he doesn’t even know what’s going on in their relationship and how her family doesn’t like him and blah, blah,blah blah. Some bullshit, do you want to be with her or do you want to be with me? He tells me how much he likes me and this was his exact words “I like you I like you a lot, I don’t want you to think I don’t cuz I do”…. great but what the fuck am I supposed to do with all of that? so I’m supposed to be his side chick,while you try and go sort shit out with your “girlfriend” meantime I just wait?no fuck that! Once a cheater always a cheater right? I did some FBI investigation and I found the other woman on Facebook. she’s talking about how he is her soulmate and have been together for nearly 8 years 8 fucking years men are trash. Hand on my heart I asked him do you have a girlfriend and he said no!! I never would’ve fucked with him if he said yes…

coming to my life and give me some good dick and I find out that he has a girlfriend and it’s like what I do? Is it fair? Do I deserve that. I don’t know,I really don’t know,I really,really,really don’t know, the fuckery is on level 100

Trust no one

When you realise the people you ride for don’t ride for you believe it. You can’t trust no one but your self and as I get older I realise that. How people you call friends and family can be soo selfish filled with jealousy,makes me sick I always want what best for the people around me,but it’s a shame the people around me don’t want the best for me. It’s cool I know how to play stupid.